Lots of things happening around me in addition to it being that time of the semester when it seems like everything is due at the same time, and all the exams are just around the corner…So what has been happening..

1. Well, I have to submite financial aid applications, which are a blood pain i tell you. So many things to do, and so many stuff to sort out and get from hom

2. Indemnity forms for SEP –  to be signed and sent back by parents, so need to keep checking on the status of that regularly.

3. DUO award application for SEP – whether i will get it or not doesn’t really matter. Its just worth a try i guess. But it involves alot of document processing, and essay writing…sigh

4. Photocomm treasury stuff – time for final claims, and thus alot of forms to be filled up, and statement of accounts done up and such.

5. Family day – it was yesterday, and i spent the whole day there..Was tired out at the end of it. But then again, went out with part of Photocomm (EH, Scoops, Jun Ghai and Choon Han), and treated myself to a good meal for the amount i have been working myself out for the last few days.

6. Well, then there have been those hall events, which i’ve been involved in as part of the audience etc…like 77 days, Blk B concert and such. There’s also Appreciation Dinner coming up, but after that i guess hall stuff for the year will die down, at least for a while, and i will have to get into hardcore mugging – been kinda like evading the studying part of life what with all the projects and hall stuff happening.

7. Internship applications – They are a real pain. You spend like such a long time on cover letters and then submit them through the stupid BBA talent edge portal (stupid for the simple reason that the resume that i can fit into one MS word page cannot be fitted into one thru the portal) – and you still don’t get any replies from them. Don’t get called for interviews..and worst of all, you can only have 4 applications at one time thru the portal – so u cant really apply for a whole load at once also..

Anyways, i have to finish up my essay, and edit my OM report, and submit a cover letter, and do up some slide designs for our presentation. So i guess i’ll HAVE to start now…sigh



So there was this guy called Mas Selamat Kastari who escaped from the Singapore Detention Centre a few weeks ago. I will not upload a photo of him due to the simple reason that all the pix i googled of him said “not for public use”, and so, I’ve decided not to use any of them.

For a reason that i’m still not too sure of, his escape brought a form of fear to my heart – A form of fear that i have never felt before in my life. Everytime i read updates, it frightens me more.

People who know me know that i am not the the type of person to be scared of things like this. I’m always the one who makes fun of those scared of such stuff. My fear only comes about when it comes to heights and certain animals.

Also, many must be wondering why I’m scared of just one escapee, when i’ve been living in Sri Lanka for like 19years of my life.

For that, i cannot find the answer. However unsafe, SL maybe, i still feel the safest there. Maybe its cos thats where the warmth and love of my family is. Maybe its cos i know around them safe. Maybe..just maybe…

And maybe its cos i never expected such a thing to happen in “safe” Singapore…and when i think it has happened, i freak out over those late nights i walk back alone from PGP after a good hangout session with the order…and i wonder if i might just be confronted by Mas Selamat the next time i walk around alone at night…I know these are paranoid thoughts..but i can’t help it somehow

Just wondering…


Came across this picture when i was randomly surfing the net, and when i saw it, i couldn’t help but wonder whether it is a

Cat-dog or a Dog-Cat? What do u think?

I miss u my love!

I’ve been feeling very nostalgic about my one and only true love- dance- recently, and by dance i mean barathanatyam.


It’s been ages since i danced, and my legs and hands ache for those days – those days when i used to practically live at my dance classes. The aches, the cramps, the bruises – i really miss them. And when i think of how every semester, i somehow still don’t end up joining NUS Baratha, i feel like shooting myself.

I want to feel the stage presence again. The heavy make-up, and the even heavier costumes, the lights, the audience, the thaal – I really need to dance AGAIN!

Been dancing since i was 7years old, and now seems like i’ve given it all up! How can i revive it?


Here’s something i wrote a long time ago, inspired by a friend’s plight, and a few Tv shows!

She lies on her bed wondering if such feelings are actually possible, and thinking of the dilemma she has some how found herself to be in. On the one hand, she thinks she loves him – every time she feels his touch she still gets that feeling of magic around her, every time she talks to him, she knows she can somehow manage to ease away all those worries around her, and every time she looks at him, she feels he is the one.

But then there is another person. Someone who she admires, and lately thinks she likes. Every time she is around him, she cannot stop her eyes from wandering to where he is. And even when she accidentally brushes against him, she feels cold shivers go down her spine. Every time, he speaks a few words with her, she feels like she owns the world, and jsut every time, that he smiles at her, she just melts away..

She now wonders whether its possible to be in love with 2 guys at the same time, is it possible to want both of them badly…or is it just possible that she doesn’t really “love” one of them, but its just one of those “crushes”? She just doesn’t know..

Yup I’ve moved

Thought that it was time to change…for apparent reasons!!

And so, hopefully i’ll be able to stick to this for a while, at least..

And i so totally love being pampered by the hairdresser…I wanna colour and rebond my hair

I have already bought a DIY kit for coloring, but for rebonding, need to save up money!! Can someone please help me by donating to the “lets help Nithiya rebond her hair” fund?