Go get yourself a room, please!

A lot of the readers of my blog already know my views on this, but i was so disgusted today morning, that i’ve decided to post an entry. And yes, this is regarding all those couples who seriously need to learn how to behave in public!

I was at YIH having some breakfast today morning, pondering over the deadlines this week has in store for me, when a couple (i’m sure they had sex last night, btw), sat right in front of me. While they walked to that table, they were glued to each other. Then the boyfriend walked to get food, and while he was in the queue, he kept turning back to smile and blow kisses at the girlfriend. NO I AM NOT kidding! urgh! then when they got breakfast they started feeding each other, amidst every 30second makeout sessions! Oh, God i seriously felt like puking!

I’m not against affection, or love, or romance. I’m a hopeless romantic actually (I blame the fairy tales for this), and a firm believer of love and its related happiness. But i’m dead against public display of intimate affection. I do understand a goodbye kiss when the girl/guy separate paths for the day, or one of those sudden impulses to kiss them – one simple short kiss. It is natural. But DO NOT constantly make out in public places, especially school canteens, public transport, random crowded places like malls, and oh god, Libraries! these places are meant for other things!

And you do NOT need to be constantly holding hands now, do you? I mean, yes, you are a couple blah blah blah. But its not like the girl or the guy is going to run away you know?! And you do not have to be around the person ALL the time! I know of couples who are doing the same major, and thus end up in the same classes, have all meals of their day together, study together, and even pretty much live in each other’s rooms? I mean, don’t they each have a need for their own personal space? I would feel so bloody clusterphobic if this happened to me!!!! Sighs! There are those couples who are in the same major and stuff, but who do take their time off to have some personal space you know! One good example would be this Singaporean Indian couple i sort of know. Towards such couples, i really feel happy, and from the bottom of my heart, hope things work out for them in the end!

Gah, how i wish couples could just understand the fact that no one around them is interested in seeing them make out – and on the contrary, are actually quite disgusted at such behaviour! It just tends to make people around you puke!!!

And let me tell you, before i end off, NO, it is not characteristic of all Western couples, as people would say. Yes, you probably would see more couples making out on the street, but its never as disgusting cos they don’t prolong it, or make it all mushy mushy for people around. I’ve been to some of the most romantic places in Europe, and even there i haven’t seen such pukish behavior. Of course, there were too many couples to a point of depression for all of us there (considering we were either single or our boyfriends were not with us there ie Long distance), but none of it ever made me angry or disgusted. SO please, go get yourselves a life, or a room! And end of Bitchy post!!!

I am so piseeed offf! bloody bullshit!

I think i wanted to post this up almost a week back, but the excessive workload kept me from doing so. But, the fact still remains – I miss SP! I absolutely loved working with the crew last year, and this year it would have been awesome to have been a part of SP in some way or the other:(

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Truth is, it does not bother me as much as it is supposed to. And that’s a good thing, i guess. But, it does bother me somewhat, and thats not such a god thing. It somehow all seems to be purposefully done, which is the beauty of it all!

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A few good things happening to a very good friend, and I’m more than happy :D. Somehow it just makes me smile whenever i even think about it;)

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I’ve been splurging on junk food! And lots of Mysore Paah courtesy Mahesh. As Sangee mentioned, i just might end up dying way sooner than I am supposed to, if i continue along these lines. Damn, I think SRC tracks beckons!

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Time to reflect. Its been a week of learning, be it my assignments, the Interview, the exam, or the conversations with some people. I think i’ve learn more and reflected upon myself this week more than i’ve in a long time. Feels good:)

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I think i screwed up DSC32o3 exam, and that’s such a bad note to end the post on, but there’s nothing more to say for now!

Alot’s being said..

I really hope things will be ok. I really hope its nothing serious. I love them loads, even if they don’t really know it.

I’m scared and worried to death. Atleast i spoke to you:). Thank you for listening. I love you loads too ❤

And I’m just going to keep believing in God. And hope faith will help us.

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Is it going to be like this from now on? I pray not. And to be honest, there is nothing I can do.

Like he told me, i’m just hoping u understand, and you know priorities for different people lie in different things.

And I do really hope you know that there’s a lot more than just that. Why you can’t understand, sometimes i don’t understand.

I still don’t know why such petty things become such big issues..sigh

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Somethings are just going to be this way. Ever since that one day, i had decided.

I’ve tried to see if I can change myself to make things easier, but it does not seem to be happening. I’m sorry.

And I’m still hurt by the things you did. And by the things you didn’t do.

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I miss my school friends a tad too much. Physical distance can sometimes be so much of a barrier. I ❤ u all to bits, not just one or 2 people 🙂

My birthday month

And so i did the birthday thing on facebok, and this was the result…

Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn’t appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keeps secrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.

Actually for the most part, this is true! And so i’m amused:P

Sister dearest

I have never been close to my sister.

Yet yesterday, she msned me and said,

“When are you coming back? I miss you loads. Its just not the same, not seeing you for almost a year”

I almost cried.

I miss her too!:(

But yay, i’ll be home soon:)

To do or not to do!

You know how sometimes you contemplate on whether you should do something or not…for like a really long time.

And then u decide to go ahead with it.

And when u decide, u take time to rehearse over and over what you should say/do right?

And then when you fnally do it, somehow, u just become an idiot, and do/say stammer wrong things! or do in such an unorderly way, that at the end of it all, you feel really stupid for saying it/doing it! And u feel like an idiot at the way you did it/said it.

Well that just happened to me.

I just hope you know that i was just nervous at what your reaction was going to be, and didn’t want to spoil the friendship between us by doing/saying what i just did:)

I hate the fact that i care too much about the people around me. Cos it is just that fact that comes back to bite me in the ass a lot of the times.

Dear….

Note before reading: Only one person knows what this post is all about. And one other person maybe able to guess what it is about. And I intend on keeping it that way. Others will not be able to guess what it is about, so don’t make wrong assumptions and judge. And don’t bother asking.

Dear X,

You were not able to go through with it. And let me tell you, if you of all people, decided that you could not, then none of us can. You are the benchmark for determination.

But please, do not feel bad about it. You know it was not meant to be. There was no way it could have ended up well. And you know why i say that. You know your background and so you know there was no way this was happening.

But u attempted.

And I prayed everyday for you. I did. I really did. And every night, when i thought of you and your determination, it gave me courage and strength to go on with what i was doing.

And then it tumbled. And you blame yourself. And thats not fair, cos you are not to be blamed. No one is to be. Sometimes, people are stubborn and do stupid things, and are not willing to listen to others. And that’s whats happening in your case. So stop blaming yourself. And take a good look around.

And then see me. See my perspective. Understand. Realize its not going to be the same. Realize that to be fair, you have to give me a chance. Realize why it is possible. And Believe. Cos i know i can. And you know it too. And u know how much you and i deserve it. And u know it will end well in the end. If you, don’t then you’ve just got to believe it will.

Nithiya

I can’t wait for the sem to be over. Seriously!

So damn stressed.

And people are making me feel bad.

And i’m missing lots of people.

And yes, its a post where i’m just ranting and complaining, but blah, need to vent.

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