So yesterday was a whole day of stress, anxiety and anger at various things, which led to a state of depression. Thanks to a few people I love, and to things finally piecing together, I felt much better. And of course, the long hot shower and the sleep helped too.

Today, it’s more of stress. And of authority issues.

I tried explaining, and I spoke to them directly, in the most calm manner and polite manner possible. But still, they think they can do what they want. And thats not the way it is supposed to be. And then, they put themselves up in a position, totally ignoring the amount of work I’m putting in. And it’s not fair.

And I don’t know what more I can do, cos as stated before, trying to open my mouth and rectify certain things, will only bring in other problems, which will lead to my unhappiness arising from rifts and bitching sessions.

The pains of growing up, and responsibility. Sigh.


What I realized when I was at my hair treatment today was

-that you never found out what it was

-And I never told you.